ILL

I had no idea I drank so much last night.

I went to the gym today and pushed through bench-pressed 80kg which I'm quite pleased with considering I'm now under 70kg. Did 30mins on the stationary bike and 20 on the treadmill even though I was totally fucked.

Ihad a delightful bike-ride aswell, nothing happened, but the scenery was nice.

Came home, watched Alfie, and then beat off to some shitty 18year old porn in a lame attempt to generate endorphins.

I might watch a horror film as I'm totally in the mood right now for blood gore and violence... I wish I had Cannibal Verox or Cannibal Holocaust or some shit like that right about now. One of those that has been ''banned'' for like 30+ years because it's too sick and violent and gruesome for public consumption.

Hmm or I could watch the League of Gentleman... Papa Lazarou magical peg salesman of glory deluxe



Or maybes Commando or something. Just anything with gruesome over-the-top violence.

It must be the UFC endorsed XYience stuff.

I'm messaging some girl on myspace... I've decided I'm going to be a 100% totally brutally honest with this one. Like Gandhi.

Might still go out tonight... I predict lays.

-M