One of the things I find most disconcerting about myself is how INCONSISTENT I really am. Last year, I spent 9months going to the gym every day, getting down to the best shape I've ever been in, but I would frequently fuck it all up by pigging out on sweets and other junk foods just before I reached my goal.
I do it in other areas too. Really, my life is one MASSIVE goal setting operation, how many of these do I actually achieve? Well, not very many. EVERY time I get close to glory, I fuck up.
I read recently, that once you reach a certain level of success, you are out of your comfort zone, and this cues a part of your mind which tries to stop you. This is very interesting to me, and is something I want to find out much more about, in order to combat this shit. Unless I fall of the frigging wagon again. Ugh.
Michael
Sunday 11 May 2008
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