Being More Positive

I'm just thinking I'm going to be more positive now. Again. I've been pretty negative and angry I'd say lately. Also slightly aggressive. Really though, I have no reason to be upset, or angry or negative or anything ever. I have Helen, I get plenty of sex, I have friends, I'm purposeful, motivated, in good shape, have cool hobbies, money and have plenty of fun. What's to be upset about? Not much

I think one of the things lately, why I've became like this - is because I've been pushing everything so hard, like I want this and I want that. I think it just kind of triggers in your head that you're dissatisfied with things. When in actuality, you're not, you just want to make improvements

For the past few days, weeks, I was speaking from a very narrow perspective, of course I have friends etc and everything is good. You get upset. I get upset. We just have to take a step back and look at the bigger picture.

More positivity is good. I think looking at things and appreciating what's there and being greatful everynow and again is good. We move on.

-Michael